R-指定 (R-Shitei) ー 病ンデル彼女 (Yanderu Kanojo) Translation

Kanji-Romaji

Translation

Title: Sick Girl

 

That girl is cutting her wrist even today.

The girl says “Where is the worth of my existence?”

That girl is cutting her wrist even today

with her sharp look.

 

The bandage wrapped around her left hand

looks like it’s hanging and it’s barely visible.

The bandage wrapped around her left hand

is mourning about something.

 

It looks like that girl is absent today too.

Classmate A says “Could it be that Sachiusoko* is dead? Ahah”

It looks like that girl is absent today too.

because of those sharp words.

 

It’s not her who turned spontaneously in the garbage of society,

it’s the society that has thrown that girl away.

It’s not her who turned spontaneously in the trash of society,

it’s the world that’s going mad.

 

The quantity of of that non-stop piercing pain

is a lethal dose, an overdose,

a future of comatose state awaits, it can’t be helped any more.

 

The inside of your brain on which tranquillizers don’t work

makes those delicate and emotionless looks of yours.

I love this side of you

and you will lose your mental equilibrium and your soul will crumble

but I will do anything to cure you.

The sick girl who ran into the unreality,

tainted in deep red, she said

“I want to die”

 

That girl was always holding onto her arms.

I said “Are bunnies friends of her?”**

That girl was always holding onto her arms.

The dark past won’t vanish.

 

In this world which goes on no matter what,

she cried because of the pain and the sadness.

This world which goes on no matter what

looked like an illusion.

 

Even though she walks on the railways to make the others worried,

in the end she’s not for real,

she has just had enough of the lie of the soon incoming “freedom”. ***

 

And even the day in which she will final decide that she wants to die

because of her inferiority complex,

when she will follow and cut open the cutting line

and look down to a side,

she will see how worthless is the world.

 

The inside of your brain on which tranquillizers don’t work

makes those delicate and emotionless looks of yours.

I love this side of you

and you will lose your mental equilibrium and your soul will crumble

but I will do anything to cure you.

Running into unreality, tainted in deep red…

 

The sick girl

The mental ill girl

The sick girl

The mental ill girl said

“Let’s live”.

 

Notes and other

*=Sachiusoko is a nickname to mock the girl of the song. It’s a pun between “Sachiko” (a common name for a girl which literally means “lucky/happy girl”) and “uso” (“lie” in japanese): the result is something like “the girl whose luck/happyness is just a lie”. A pretty childish pun.

**=I don’t really get what they are trying to say with this phrase. Maybe she’s just friend with bunnies because she’s too shy to be friend with people. Maybe it’s some slang or saying popular between young people. I still don’t know.

***=this line is actually like the girl herself spoke but since I used 3rd person for the whole song I preferred to leave it that way.

The song talks about the suffering of a school girl who is bullied (bullying in schools is a very serious problem in Japan). I prefer to stop with explanation here in order not to spoil you the song.

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